Last year June...
I cried to God,Jesus,Hell...or whatever..
In search of help...
To help my poor suffering brother...
Who was in the isolation room,
Alone fighting, with machines ..
I knew u tried your best,but..
u will never konw
How painful it is,
to watch...
Until u grasp your last breath..
Critical moments arrived...
I saw it,
I dissapointed,
They showed...
their unmasked faces...
infront of me,
Its ugly..Ugly....
No one ever knows..
they were masked previously..
Its a lifetime experience,
which no 1 could take away frm me,
I learnt,
To see....
A true fren of mine..
Thank u so much..
You risked ur company,
to gv my brother a hope...
i own u alot,
Infact..
Its more that a lot...
Its my greatest lost in my life,
Truely frm my heart,
but im glad,
Your were with me,
in the past 17 years,
As my most respected brother,
Pls forgive me for my stubbornness,
frm that night i telling u im leaving...
I knw it seems unacceptable and u disagree..
but i really wanted to tell to u...
to tell you....
i leave to persue my dreams..
i cant stay still any longer...
Its now all Over.......
I never had the chance..
I remember every single event,
of u as my brother,
will always be remembered
until the day i die.
Its 12.42am 4 of june 2008,
A memorial blog specially wrote for u..
Your sincerely,
Your beloved brother
